Mirdonamy

Author's details

Name: Arielle Haze
Date registered: April 14, 2008
URL: http://www.mirdonamy.com
AIM: mirdonamy
Yahoo! IM: mirdonamy

Biography

I am the blogmaster! :)

Latest posts

  1. SDCC2014 – Preview Night — July 29, 2014
  2. SDCC Huggle 2014 — July 28, 2014
  3. Be Sure to Wear Some Flowers In Your Hair… — January 17, 2013
  4. It’s 2013 — January 4, 2013
  5. Comic-Con 2011 Recap — July 26, 2011

Most commented posts

  1. Rest in Peace, Dear Penny — 7 comments
  2. What Do You Know About Me? Taken from Keri — 7 comments
  3. Who’s Here? RSS People! — 6 comments
  4. I Was Born Under a Full Moon — 6 comments
  5. Readers / Bloggers — 5 comments

Author's posts listings

Jun 17 2009

I Hate Mornings

I know a lot of people say this, but I really really mean it. I wake up every day before my alarm clock from awful dreams. Each one of them involves John. Some are great and I wake up sad that he’s not here. Others are terrible and I wake up in a panic, reminding …

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Jun 14 2009

Hopped Up on Some Hollywood

3pm to 8:45pm – Photographed a wedding in Pasadena with Michele 9pm to 11pm – Reviewed photos with Michele 11:38pm – Arrive at Koji’s. Order a drink and sign up for some singin’ 11:45pm – Singing Toad the Wet Sprocket (of course) Sometime after 11:50pm – Elysia & Jay show up. Sometime after 12:30am – …

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Jun 10 2009

The Internet is a Public Place

Yes, I know this. I also know it is the place that I go to reach out to the millions or couple of people who want to read about what I am thinking, feeling, or going through. It helps me feel connected to the world, as I am often very lonely (even in crowds of …

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Jun 07 2009

Sunday Afternoon

I’m not in a good place right now, to be honest. I’m feeling guilty for being open about my feelings and heartbreak. I’m not feeling loved or supported right now, and I think this is a very limited view; but, it is one that is consuming me at the moment. Regardless, I did have a …

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Jun 06 2009

“Keep Busy,” they say!

Long post – ye be warned! 😉 ================ I have been busy non-stop since John left me. I’ve gotta say, “I’m freakin’ exhausted!” I spent the first few weeks crying and not sleeping enough. I’m doing much better these days, however; yet, my mind still finds time to think about the sad tragedy that became …

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Jun 04 2009

All for Freedom and for Pleasure…

Tears for Fears – Everybody Wants to Rule the World

Jun 03 2009

So Alive, Uh Huh, So Alive…

I feel real today. I feel the blood running in my veins. I feel the organs inside my rib cage. I feel the sensations of my skin. I feel. I feel. For quite some time now, I’ve been numb. I’ve been avoiding feeling as much as possible, because every feeling was deeply painful. Not tonight… …

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Jun 01 2009

Know Thyself / Labeling

I am on a quest for knowledge… to find out who I am and why I do the things I do (or don’t do the things I don’t do). I feel like Leela (Futurama) on a quest to find her own people… when she finally meets them, she goes through a bunch of emotion, and …

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May 31 2009

They’re All Around You and You’re All Alone

Apoptygma Berzerk – Paranoia

May 29 2009

Making Progress

Talked to a rep from the Learning Disability Association of California. They did a minor phone assessment, and will how help me find a counselor who will best be able to help me! They’ll actually be calling their top counselors to discuss ME (not just “are they available for new patients”), and then I’ll be …

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May 29 2009

Who Am I?

I’ve been trying to figure how why I have so much trouble seeing “signs” and communicating with loved ones. I’ve been trying to figure out why I don’t initiate sex, even though I want it. I’ve been trying to figure out why I get so stressed and overwhelmed so easily, especially when it comes to …

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May 26 2009

California is Rotting with Ignorance

I am so disappointed in the California Supreme Court’s decision to uphold Prop 8 – eliminating equal rights for all people. They upheld the marriages of those who made the deadline, but what about all of those who didn’t – those who’s weddings were planned for dates in the future (due to family, money, etc.)? …

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May 26 2009

Beautiful Gloom

It’s gloomy out today. I wish we’d have a thunderstorm. I could really use one right now. I miss the torrential downpour right now. I want it to wash away everything, including my dreams and nightmares. Thankfully, there have been less of them over the past two nights – probably because I am now taking …

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May 24 2009

Karaoke in the Cold

I’m freezing tonight. I just can’t get warm no matter what. I went to Karaoke with my friend Adrienne at this little dive bar, Liquid Zoo, in Van Nuys tonight. It was freezing in there. I sang a few new songs (new to me) tonight: Hole – Doll Parts, Toad the Wet Sprocket – Good …

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May 22 2009

And All HE keeps Inside, Isn’t on the Label

Once again, I woke up with a song swimming around my head… Fuel – Shimmer She calls me from the cold Just when I was low, feeling short of stable And all that she intends And all she keeps inside, isn’t on the label She says shes ashamed And can she take me for awhile …

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