I’m not in a good place right now, to be honest. I’m feeling guilty for being open about my feelings and heartbreak. I’m not feeling loved or supported right now, and I think this is a very limited view; but, it is one that is consuming me at the moment.
Regardless, I did have a good weekend. On Friday, I played Risk with Josh, Jul, Emmett, & Matt. Emmett started out weak, but took over with fierce calmness and strategy. I held my own for quite some time, and I was proud of my first game!
Saturday – woke up early and Gigi & I drove to Palmdale to go cherry picking. We got some good pix and hung out with some great people! On the way back, we all stopped at the Vasquez rocks for a bit.
Once home, I relaxed for a bit and pet the kitties. In the evening, Gigi & I went to Koji’s for dinner. Bobby, Laury, Mike D, & Violet met us there. We hung out at the bar, had some drinks, and talked. Gigi & Mike D went home before karaoke. Jay joined us and Nick was working. It was fun.. sang lots of stuff and had a great time. Didn’t get home til after 2am, and then stayed up til 2:30am because I was still pretty wired.
Sunday – got up at 8am, went to downtown to meet up with some photographers to photograph the Fashion District and some old architecture. We had amazing light in the morning too! We got some fun shots, and I hope to get some edited soon. We walked around for a few hours, then had lunch at Cliftons. After lunch, we did a little more shooting, then headed back to the cars to go home.
Once home, I passed out for an hour, then woke up in a real low. I’m still trying to come out of it. Sandy sat on my lap to cheer me up, and she cleaned Aurora. It is so cute to watch them! I love the kitties so much!
Tonight, I’m going to meet up with a potential client, then I’m going to head up to the Palace for a movie. I plan to go to sleep by midnight tonight! I need more rest. Tomorrow is work and therapy.