It’s now been a week and a half since John left me. He & I have had very important and good talks since then, but it doesn’t make it any easier. The truth is, I am not yet at the point of acceptance. I am still longing and missing him so much. I really wish …
Monthly Archive: May 2009
May 14 2009
Closure, Not Comfort
Depeche Mode – Precious Precious and fragile things Need special handling My God what have we done to You? We always try to share The tenderest of care Now look what we have put You through… Things get damaged Things get broken I thought we’d manage But words left unspoken Left us so brittle There …
May 13 2009
Working on Things
So, after a very long, tearful discussion with John last night, I realized I really needed to work on things in my own life. I feel I’m realizing a lot of my issues, now that we talked; but, I don’t want to ever be that person again – so weak and so unaware. I want …
May 10 2009
Sunday Afternoon
As I write this, I am not in tears, and not too upset. I have a headache and cramps, but I am ok otherwise (for the time being). This weekend was especially hard, as I spent most of it in tears and pain. I did everything I could to eat some food, but I only …
May 09 2009
For well you know that its a fool who plays it cool…
“Hey Jude” by The Beatles D/L: The Beatles – Hey Jude.mp3 Hey jude, dont make it bad. Take a sad song and make it better. Remember to let her into your heart, Then you can start to make it better. Hey jude, dont be afraid. You were made to go out and get her. The …
May 08 2009
Please Just Save Me from this Darkness.
“Make This Go On Forever” by Snow Patrol D/L: Snow Patrol – Make This Go On Forever.mp3 Please don’t let this turn into something it’s not I can only give you everything I’ve got I can’t be as sorry as you think I should But I still love you more than anyone else could All …