Sep 22 2008

Monday, Monday

I had an interview this morning that went very well! It’s for a Human Resource Management position at a company in Eagle Rock! I really really want this job! I love Human Resources; and, this office is very busy, so I won’t be bored – ever! I much prefer a busy, bustling office with lots to do than a slow, lazy work-day! Don’t get me wrong, I love an occasional holiday at the office; but, days and days of nothing to do is truly hard to take! Anyhow, cross your fingers and wish me luck! I really want this job!!!

In political news, I am still not sure how I feel about this bail-out. I’m proud of Congress for not just writing a check to Wall Street. I hope they come up with a good plan for punishing the executives in charge of making the bad decisions that caused this crisis! I really don’t have a lot of sympathy for this situation, other than the effects its having on the American citizen with money invested in the market. The people who bought houses with loans they couldn’t afford to pay – it’s their fault for not making better decisions. It sucks they’re losing their homes, it really does. I just think they should have known the risk and dealt with the consequences. As for the mortgage lenders who sold these terrible loans to people who clearly couldn’t afford it, shame on them! They should be held accountable as well! For those who sold these loans as securities on Wall Street, ugh… these people should be stripped of their titles and have fines imposed on them! Ok, enough about that.

On Friday, I signed up to renew my notary license. I plan to issue confidential marriage licenses, which can only be issued by county approved notaries. I have a few days of class and exams ahead of me; but, hopefully, it will be worth it! I just lost a ceremony due to the fact that I couldn’t issue an on-the-spot license. I don’t want to lose another!

I am glad it’s almost October! I love October! I’m not sure what I want to be for Halloween yet. I guess it depends if I have to be creative and rummage the closet, or if I’ll get a job and can buy something fun!

Sep 19 2008

For the Greater Good

I’m not sure what to think about the federal bail-outs of wall-street failures. We have a free-market economy; yet, the government is stepping in to rescue companies for the greater good of the American people. Ok, I can accept that; but, there are two things bothering me about this…

1. The companies who are falling apart are doing so because of poor business planning and decisions they made to deceive the public in order to make a profit. They gave sub-prime mortgages to people who clearly couldn’t afford to pay them. Their reps made the home buyers believe they could, and approved them with very little credit or background checking. This was a terrible thing to do to people! Then, they turned around and sold these mortgages as securities. People actually bought these ill-founded securities, and now look what’s happened! In my opinion, they did it to themselves! Still, with so many people affected, it’d be a shame not to help them!

2. A natural disaster (aka an Act of God) has struck again. We have a devastated coast-line in Texas due to a massive hurricane strike. The people of New Orleans have still not finished rebuilding their lives, and now this! So, what do we do? Almost nothing! Yes, they evacuated people, rescued people, sent SOME ice and SOME trailers; but, it isn’t enough! We just gave $85 billion dollars to a company who made poor decisions; but, we are not sufficiently helping those whose lives were destroyed by a hurricane. Yes, they chose to live on the coast; but, maybe that’s where their families grew up and good jobs and schools were!

This leaves me very conflicted and uncomfortable. It makes me truly upset!

Sep 18 2008

Who Will Go With Me?

So, I got a free pass to Disneyland for my birthday in 2009. I don’t know anyone born on July 30th. I wonder who will go with me? I’d have to go after work, but that’s ok. Summer hours are late! Maybe Lisa Kudrow or the Governator will go with me. Ha! If you are born on July 30th and want to go to Disneyland for free on our birthday, let me know! Here’s the link: Free Day at Disneyland!

In other news, my job hunt has still not yielded any results; but, I think I’m on the right track. I have an interview with a recruiter tomorrow, and she may have a job for me to interview for that sounds great. Wish me luck! Also, on Monday, I have a phone interview for a 4 month contract in Burbank for a Project Management position. I’d prefer a full-time permanent job, but I’ll take what I can get!

Aurora went to the vet today. She has a small lump on her back. I have to watch it for a few days. If it grows, she’ll need surgery. If it shrinks, it is probably just an inflammation due to giving her fluids in the same spot too often. I sure hope it’s the latter!

Zigabid is on KCal9 tonight. I hope they do well. I have friends that still work there, and I want them to succeed!

Idiocracy is on right now. Hilarious! “Whycome you don’t have a tattoo?! Unscannable!!!! Would you like another Extra Big Ass Fries?! You are an unfit mother. Your kids will be placed in the custody of Carl’s Jr.. Carl’s Jr. Fuck You, I’m eating!”

Sep 18 2008

Exhausted & Depressed

It’s been over a week of job hunting, and I haven’t even been called for an interview. It’s really hard for me to figure out what to do next. I’m really low on funds, but I really don’t want to ruin my career by taking another non-Project Manager position. I’ve been told many times how bad it looks on my resume when an employer doesn’t see progressive growth in project management years and skills. Not only that, there aren’t any other jobs I’d even want to do. Therefore, it would be a really upsetting situation for me if I took another job. 1. I wouldn’t be as happy and 2. It would hurt my abilities to advance in my career in the future. Both of these are facts. So, what do I do?

I apply to jobs throughout the day, when I see them pop up. There aren’t many. I could look further away, but then that means time in the car in traffic (or moving). Neither of those sound like reasonable options. I really don’t know what to do! I hope I find something soon – something good! I really really really really hope so!

In other news, my kitten has entered the toddler stage of life. She’s terrorizing everything and isn’t behaving when John & I spray her with water or yell “No, Gracie, Bad!” She goes right back into mischiefville! Most of this involves her jumping on the kitchen counter or climbing the entertainment center. Very sadly, she broke my dish that I made for Casey & Crimmy. John saved it to be glued back together though. I guess we’ll see.

In more upsetting news, my wedding ceremony I was performing on Oct 4th just canceled on me because I do not offer marriage license services. I guess I have to learn how to get a license from the county to issue “confidential marriage licenses.” I’ll investigate this tomorrow. I hope it’s not too costly!

Right now, I’m going to watch That 70’s Show and pet some cats…

Sep 15 2008

Cracker / Camper Van Beethoven Camp-Out in Review

On Thursday, Missy picked me up at 11am, and we drove out to Pioneertown, stopping at her mom’s for a bit on the way. We settled into our room at the Pioneertown Lodge, then hung out with some friends on the porch for a bit.

For dinner, we joined Denny, Ellie, Robin & Eric at Pappy & Harriett’s. The bands began immediately after dinner. It was a great night. Johnny & David did an acoustic set that was pretty damn impressive. They played my favorite Cracker song, Big Dipper. John arrived at the end of their set. He had to work that day, so didn’t leave LA til late.

On Friday, John & I got up for breakfast at 9am. Lots of people were awake for breakfast actually! We then went back to sleep for a few hours before driving around Yucca Valley. We ended up at the Yucca History Museum for a bit, before climbing some rocks in Pioneertown. Upon getting back, John relaxed in the room and I played cards with Lee and Robin for a bit. I taught them Gin.

We had dinner with friends at Pappy & Harriett’s again, then went outside to enjoy the music. Missy got a great seat on the side of the stage, and John & I was in the front row not too far from the center. I got some great pix of Camper. They were incredible! They played an amazingly fun set! Built to Spill closed out the outdoor stage, and they were really good too! I then watched the Dangers inside before heading out to the beer garden to relax.

Even later in the night, Johnny & Chris came out to play guitar behind the Pioneertown Lodge. A few other musician fans joined them, and we had a great sing-along which lasted for hours. I went to sleep at 3:45am, but I heard they played til around 4:30am.

On Saturday, I woke up at 9am for breakfast, then came back to bed and passed out til about noon. John, Missy & I then went down to 7-11 real quick. Once back, I hung out behind the Lodge with some friends. Denny signed some coasters while I gathered people for the 3:30pm group photo. It came out great!

At 4pm, I got some free ice cream (thanks Ice Cream Man) and hung out with Missy, Teresa & Hans in the beer garden. Camper & Cracker did their signing at 4:30pm, and I got my camp-out shirt signed. I changed real quick, then met everyone for dinner. Bands started before we even finished, but dinner took a while. Phil & I ended up hanging out and talking for a bit before heading out to the stage, where we met up with Melanie, April, Hans, Teresa & Molly. We got a good spot up front, and watched some great bands open up for Cracker. John joined us for Cracker. Their set was phenomenal! I had so much fun dancing and singing that I barely took any photos. Haha. After the set, I hung out with people for a bit outside.

I then watched Victor’s set from a seat in the dining room. Sal joined me for that set. I enjoyed chatting with him about photography and our favorite Hollywood restaurants. After the set, I went back to the hotel room and changed into PJ’s. Then, Missy, Ellie, Denny & I went looking for the after party. We eventually found out that it wasn’t happening, so the fans that stayed up made their own… Phil played his guitar and Kevin, Lee, Missy & I relaxed under the stars, listening. I stayed up til just after 3am or so.

Sunday morning – sad good-bye’s… I got up for breakfast, hung out with friends for a bit, then got ready and packed the car. There was a raffle put on by the Lodge, and John won 1st prize – 1 two-night free stay! So exciting! After that, I said final Camp-Out 2008 good-bye’s and we left Pi-Town.

We stopped at my dad’s for lunch on the way back to LA. I can’t believe this weekend is over. It went by so quickly! I will miss the music and my camp-out friends deeply! Can’t wait til next year!!!

Sep 11 2008

Unemployment – Day 4

I’m in Pioneertown, and for a few days, I will not think about being jobless. I will be hanging out with awesome people, listening to amazing music, and having some strong drinks!

So far, awesome! I have reconnected with friends, Missy & I checked into our room, and we have dinner plans shortly.

See you all on Sunday!

PS. I can’t believe there’s wi-fi out here!

Sep 10 2008

Unemployment – Day 3

I got up when John was about to leave for work, then got a shower. After breakfast, I started job hunting. I sent a few resumes out – again, nothing great.

In the late morning, I took an online Word, Excel, PowerPoint and Outlook exam for a staffing agency. I think I did great on everything but PowerPoint (which I think I did ok). I forgot how to change the color of bullets and indent them. Whatever!

CNN’s been on all day, of course. I am tired of hearing Palin’s voice! It’s so whiny!

I did some laundry, did the dishes, scooped the litter, changed the trash… exciting, eh!?

I just made some noodles for dinner, and plan to walk to the mall to see if they have the Spore guidebook for sale. Later on, I have to pack. Missy & I are heading out to the Camp-Out in Pioneertown tomorrow morning. John will join us later on. I can’t wait! I have been looking forward to this weekend for a year!

Sep 10 2008

Unemployment – Day 2

So, after searching for hours, I have come up with nothing. There are no jobs that I could do that I qualify for and would also pay my bills. I really want to advance my career to a point where when I apply for jobs that say 8 years in Project Management or Operations Management, I can say, “I have that!” Right now, it looks like I may have to go back to admin, which takes me drastically further away from my career and any possible progress. I am not giving up yet though. I can’t!

I went for an interview with a rep at AppleOne’s full time, perm division. They told me to call them back on Friday. The really liked me, but jobs are very scarce for them, and they’re one of the largest recruiters in the area!

I also went to T-Mobile to figure out what to do about my phone. It doesn’t ring. Not good when it comes to job hunting! Luckily, most people email instead of call. They’re sending me a new phone next week to replace this one. My speaker is dead apparently.

At night, went to Trivia. We got 2nd place by a long shot 25pt bet in the final round. We were the only team to get that question right! Three films where Al Pacino plays a character named Frank. I had no clue, but a few people on my team collaborated on it. It’s nice to win a few dollars once in a while!

In a depressing note, I did not win the lottery.

Sep 08 2008

Unemployment – Day 1

Woke up just after John left for work, got a shower, ate breakfast, started job hunting. I called an old recruiter and talked to her for a long time. I got a few other recruiters and set up appointments for reactivation (for tomorrow morning).

I looked on the job sites all day for Project Manager, Project Coordinator, Operations Manager, Program Manager, Production Coordinator and the like. I even did a browse of ALL jobs posted in the past two weeks within 10 miles of Glendale (that could mean up to an hour drive). Not much luck! I applied to about 4 or 5 jobs, but only 2 looked remotely interesting.

After too many hours of disappointment, I met up with Erica on Mario Kart Wii for a bit, then job hunted some more. I just fed the cats, now I’m watching Dead Again and am going to play Spore.

Sep 08 2008

Living Another’s Life

I can’t believe I’m on the hunt for a new job. There are so few opportunities out there right now. I searched for hours today and came up very short. I applied to a few, but I really had hoped to see more listings for Project / Operations Managers.

Interestingly enough, I’m not stressed yet. I’m concerned, but it’s not the same thing. I had a nice weekend. On Friday night, John & I went up to Megg’s to watch Spaced with her and Josef. On Saturday, Nicole, Josh & I went to Santa Monica & El Matador beach. I shot their engagement photos! They came out really well: CLICK to see! Saturday night, had dinner on the PCH with Josh & Nicole at a fancy Italian place. Great dinner. The dessert was odd though. 🙂 Once I got home, I watched TV and played around online. Got some pix up online.

Sunday: slept in a bit, then ran some errands. Picked up my pre-ordered copy of Spore at Best Buy too! I backed up some DVDs of photos before installing Spore. John & I went to dinner at Olive Garden (Thanks Nicole & Josh for the gift card)! Once we got home, I installed Spore… the night disappeared quickly. Before we knew it, it was 2am! Wow! We made it all the way through the creature stage!

Right now, I’m tired of job hunting. I need a break. Waiting for Erica to meet me online to play Mario Kart Wii. 🙂

Sep 05 2008

This Economy Sucks, McCain!

Once again, I’ve been laid off. This is twice in one year. Jobs are tight, people aren’t spending as much money on Disney toys or concert tickets these days. I know I’m a smart, talented, loyal project manager; but, I am subject to the repercussions of economic failure – same as everyone else!

Zigabid has to let me go today. They let go of my co-worker and friend, Nicole, just a few weeks ago. People just aren’t buying event tickets right now. There is no work for me to do in the office. There are no projects to manage, and Customer Service & Tech Support only take up a short part of my day. Human Resource management also doesn’t take much time. Lately, we’ve all been sitting around, hoping for work to do and hoping business picks up; but, the founder can’t keep paying for us while we hope the company starts seeing a profit. I really wanted to succeed there. I had a great start there, but things fell apart when we launched with no success. Hopefully, they will find success in time. I wish them well.

As for me, I dipped into my savings just to work there. I was hoping that we’d do well and I’d be getting a raise once we took off. Well, that didn’t happen. Now, I have to survive off of one week’s severance. I really hope I can find a good job soon. I’m tired of being on the hunt. It doesn’t look good on my resume, but it’s not my fault. Will HR Managers realize that? I hope so!

In this economy, with more qualified individuals taking my possible jobs, it’s going to be rough. No matter what, I need to provide food and shelter for myself and the kitties. I really need to find work soon… wish me luck!

Sep 04 2008

Wish Distress Would Hurry Up and Become Destress

As I sat in the lounge watching CNN at lunch, I felt a sense of overwhelming anxiety build up in me.

1. a hurricane is heading towards Florida. Many of my friends and family live there. There are wildlife preserves and zoos there. My hometown is there. The Everglades is there. Lots of great things are there in FL, just like New Orleans. Just like every other major city in this country. Hurricanes are scary and can destroy the lives, jobs and homes of those who live in their path. Very frightening.

2. New Orleans and surrounding cities are without power and don’t know when they’ll get it. It’s probably really freakin’ humid and hot over there right now too! I feel awful for them. They’ve been through so much. They’re still trying to rebuild. Why the hell can’t we get the power back on or pass out more generators and ice?! What’s taking so long?!

3. Watching our country so divided and fighting for two drastically different candidates to win the Presidency is quite upsetting. As much as Obama speaks for my views and much of the nations… there are still many right-wing religious McCain / Palin supporters who want legislature that opposes gay rights, wants to retract current abortion policies, wants to add the teaching of creationism to schools, want to continue fighting this long, drawn-out war; and, the wealthiest of these people are just simply afraid of having their income taxed to help out the middle class with schools, clean-energy, and health-care. I don’t relate to them or understand them; but, I respect that they have an opinion too, and these people won’t be represented by my candidate of choice. That’s very troubling… we are so freakin’ divided! I wish we were two separate countries; but, that’s impossible with where the blue states and red states are located.

4. I’m also stressed about my job. The economy is not good. People are not buying tickets to events as much as they used to. I have very little to do on a regular basis right now; and, project management skills are not being utilized at all at the moment. I worry that they may not be used in the future. I took a strong chance on working for a start-up, but it’s starting to scare me. I’m not making enough to pay my bills comfortably. I do not have paid sick or vacation days. I do not have group health-care. Privately, I pay a LOT! It’s not easy for me right now. I imagine many other people in this country are in the same boat as I am… taking chances and risks, with the hope to make ends meet. Not much hope for a better life in general, but hope for a survivable tomorrow.

I am very distressed…

Sep 04 2008

It Really Hurts

One thing that bothers me almost more than any other is the abuse and murder of animals. As you know, I am a vegetarian. I understand that people in some areas must hunt for food to eat. I am okay with that to some degree. I believe that if you do hunt an animal for food, you should use every part of it (like the Native Americans did). I also believe that the majority of Americans do NOT NEED to kill an animal for food. They can choose to buy groceries supported by Humane Farming (which is somewhat ironic in itself, but still better than nothing).

There is really NO reason to hunt; and, hunting for sport is just plain evil. How could any moral, loving, good-natured person kill a helpless animal? It’s no different than those people who beat and abuse pets! They are all helpless animals against our guns and machinery! It pains me to think about all the abuse and hunting that takes place each day in this world. It really hurts me… brings me to tears.

Sep 03 2008

Uh Oh!

1. I think I’m addicted to commenting on the Cafferty File, which gets me all fired up and angry about things!

2. Even more troubling, a 4,500 yr old ice shelf broke off in the Arctic in Northern Canada! This is NOT good! 🙁

Sep 03 2008

Interesting Links

* Great fences
* 8 Years of Bed Head
* Art of Mary Blair
* Fish N Flush – Gracie would love this!
* Life as Yoda – A real life Yoda who struggles with having that as her last name

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