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Another Day, Another Year, Another Million Memories

I definitely had a whirlwind of a year. I started off working for a wedding invitation company, kept growing my wedding photography business, and ended up a math teacher at an all-girls charter high school. Kyle & I have grown … Continue reading

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Break in Down Again

I had a really really bad breakdown today. I woke up at 2:30am or so with my usual nightmare of John breaking up with me. I live it over and over every night. You’d think it would get easier by … Continue reading

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Love & Kitties

Sandy is on my lap. Aurora is by my side. Dagan is behind my head on the back of the couch. Gracie is on the bed. I love kitty nap time! I tried to sleep in today, but ended up … Continue reading

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I Hate Mornings

I know a lot of people say this, but I really really mean it. I wake up every day before my alarm clock from awful dreams. Each one of them involves John. Some are great and I wake up sad … Continue reading

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“Keep Busy,” they say!

Long post – ye be warned! ================ I have been busy non-stop since John left me. I’ve gotta say, “I’m freakin’ exhausted!” I spent the first few weeks crying and not sleeping enough. I’m doing much better these days, however; … Continue reading

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So Alive, Uh Huh, So Alive…

I feel real today. I feel the blood running in my veins. I feel the organs inside my rib cage. I feel the sensations of my skin. I feel. I feel. For quite some time now, I’ve been numb. I’ve … Continue reading

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Who Am I?

I’ve been trying to figure how why I have so much trouble seeing “signs” and communicating with loved ones. I’ve been trying to figure out why I don’t initiate sex, even though I want it. I’ve been trying to figure … Continue reading

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Mood Swings

So, be it my hormones or depression, my moods are swinging so wildly. I break down so easily, and I do stupid things… very stupid. Today, when I had a breakdown, I reached out to the one person who knows … Continue reading

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A Week & A Half

It’s now been a week and a half since John left me. He & I have had very important and good talks since then, but it doesn’t make it any easier. The truth is, I am not yet at the … Continue reading

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Sunday Afternoon

As I write this, I am not in tears, and not too upset. I have a headache and cramps, but I am ok otherwise (for the time being). This weekend was especially hard, as I spent most of it in … Continue reading

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Happiness is a Clean House… and a Loving Boyfriend!

After work, I went to Best Buy to get my dad a gift card for his birthday (today). I ended up buying a Samsung 1080p 120hz 46″ LCD HDTV. John & I have been talking about it for quite some … Continue reading

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