Tag Archive: life

Jan 14 2010

Swimming Through Pudding

Walking through Target tonight, the world started to collapse around me. I saw things, useless things… in every direction. Some things were pretty, and I thought I wanted them; but, after about 2 seconds of thought, I realized that I do not want want to add things to my already cluttered life. I have no …

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Sep 15 2009

I Am Aware Now How Everything’s Gonna Be Fine…Again

It was a very strange day… Went into work at 11am, did lots of research; then, out of the blue, my computer threw a “boot disk” error! I went home to finish working for a bit. At 8:30pm, I went into Hollywood. I started walking West on Hollywood Blvd and crossed Orange, where lots of …

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Jun 03 2009

So Alive, Uh Huh, So Alive…

I feel real today. I feel the blood running in my veins. I feel the organs inside my rib cage. I feel the sensations of my skin. I feel. I feel. For quite some time now, I’ve been numb. I’ve been avoiding feeling as much as possible, because every feeling was deeply painful. Not tonight… …

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Mar 12 2009

Potential Energy Build Up

I am severely anxious today! My foot is tapping like mad, and I am stuck stuck stuck! As I sit here reading CNN, seeing stories like Madoff Pleads Guilty, GPS Sex Offender Kills Teen, Teen Kills Former Classmates in Germany, Democrats Impatient, Steele Angers Republicans for His Abortion Comments, Stupid Singers Back Together After Abuse… …

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Mar 11 2009

How Its Made – My Future

I’m 31 and still don’t know what I want to do with my life. Mostly, I want to win the lottery and open an art center in Downtown Glendale. If I don’t win the lottery, I need a back-up plan. High end wedding photography (2 or 3 a month) would be ideal! Next to that, …

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