Tag Archives: depression

Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawn

I am pretty damn tired right now… heading to bed in a few minutes. This week was crazy.. very sad and very happy all at once. Haiti’s 7.0 earthquake was truly devastating. I remember getting the cellphone notification when that … Continue reading

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The World I Know

I started taking Lexapro yesterday. I fought the idea of taking anti-depressants for so very long. I had seen way too many people lose their creativity, lose their passion, lose their motivation, and become somewhat numb. I didn’t want to … Continue reading

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I Hate Mornings

I know a lot of people say this, but I really really mean it. I wake up every day before my alarm clock from awful dreams. Each one of them involves John. Some are great and I wake up sad … Continue reading

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Who Am I?

I’ve been trying to figure how why I have so much trouble seeing “signs” and communicating with loved ones. I’ve been trying to figure out why I don’t initiate sex, even though I want it. I’ve been trying to figure … Continue reading

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Mood Swings

So, be it my hormones or depression, my moods are swinging so wildly. I break down so easily, and I do stupid things… very stupid. Today, when I had a breakdown, I reached out to the one person who knows … Continue reading

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A Week & A Half

It’s now been a week and a half since John left me. He & I have had very important and good talks since then, but it doesn’t make it any easier. The truth is, I am not yet at the … Continue reading

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